Being someone rather closed up in the matter of sharing personal issues, I tend to find it hard at times, to find a shoulder to lean on when in need. My issues pretty much revolves around myself, and the few others which concerned me a lot.
What do I exactly need? A shoulder in need or someone to go through thick and thin? The answer to me, is blury and unclear.
It's always hard to measure how much you want in love, because love is not measurable by length or even depth. For my case, it's even harder to gauge how much I want to get from love; my heart tends to be neither here nor there.
If you even think that what I write on my blog is even 80% of my thoughts, you are dread wrong. I guarantee you that it's not even 1%.
I have this trouble - thinking too much. I don't think I'm self-centered where my issues revolves around myself. Rather, most of my problems concerns probably someone else. Something which, is no better than being a self-centered thinker.
All my life I had been juggling love woes with my personal life. It's very tiring. I felt like giving up at times, when desperation overshadows my dear life.
"What should I do? What should I do?", was a question I had asked no one else other than myself. I don't want to be confused by multiple suggestions, but turning out to only consider my own way of resolution. It came to me that I shouldn't trouble no one if the matter concerns people none other than myself. People's lives does not orbit around mine.
I need an escape, somewhere to breathe. I felt much better after blogging it out. Thank you for your time.
What do I exactly need? A shoulder in need or someone to go through thick and thin? The answer to me, is blury and unclear.
It's always hard to measure how much you want in love, because love is not measurable by length or even depth. For my case, it's even harder to gauge how much I want to get from love; my heart tends to be neither here nor there.
If you even think that what I write on my blog is even 80% of my thoughts, you are dread wrong. I guarantee you that it's not even 1%.
I have this trouble - thinking too much. I don't think I'm self-centered where my issues revolves around myself. Rather, most of my problems concerns probably someone else. Something which, is no better than being a self-centered thinker.
All my life I had been juggling love woes with my personal life. It's very tiring. I felt like giving up at times, when desperation overshadows my dear life.
"What should I do? What should I do?", was a question I had asked no one else other than myself. I don't want to be confused by multiple suggestions, but turning out to only consider my own way of resolution. It came to me that I shouldn't trouble no one if the matter concerns people none other than myself. People's lives does not orbit around mine.
I need an escape, somewhere to breathe. I felt much better after blogging it out. Thank you for your time.
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